Let it all out sister! You are going through a grieving process and anger is only one phase. You are right no one can understand unless they have gone through the same thing. Just keep letting all the emotions out! It's better than holding them inside until you explode!
I'm about to be 33 in a couple of months and what I want more than anything is to be a mother. My husband, Luis, and I lost 2 pregnancies in the 2 years we've been married, and I am on my last leg of treatment for endometriosis. Losing our first baby was single handedly the most traumatic event of my life so far (and we couldn't even hear the heartbeat yet). When we lost our second pregnancy, we thought I'd just started a week late when the doctor phoned us to say that we were in fact pregnant. We have since adopted our 4-legged dog son, Petey, who has been a Godsend to our family. Eventually, though, we'd like to have a baby of our own. My first appointment since my last of 6 monthly shots (Lupron Depot) for endometriosis is January 5, 2009. I will do my best to post what we hope to be our family filling journey!
Let it all out sister! You are going through a grieving process and anger is only one phase. You are right no one can understand unless they have gone through the same thing. Just keep letting all the emotions out! It's better than holding them inside until you explode!
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